When does it stop?

A little drunken rant from ages ago, found again on a crumpled piece of paper.......

"When does it stop? The hurting, the crap...when do i get to be happy again?
You think you're ok, but you're not. Silly little things make you want to cry, sob uncontrollably....die.
Things were great yesterday.......almost happy even. What happened, why does certain knowledge, an off hand comment, something that was said not meaning to cause pain, clueless it would bring the world crashing ......but it was said, well more written and is now known and has brought with it all the pain and hurt from before..........
WHEN WILL THIS STOP?
please someone tell me............i need to know............"

.....the answer to my painful plea.........sometime in January.......
It's amazing how your life changes, you think it will never be good again, you'll never find happiness again, what's the point. Then the darkness clears and there infront of you is happiness, waiting for you, wanting to hold your hand, keep you company, yours to grab onto. Grab ahold, hold on tight! Dn't walk by, leave it there waiting for someone else....it's waiting for you!